Poem: I Think I miss you
Im not certain yet, but my fingers feel dull
This isnt how I usually get, but my mind is unusually full
Im tracing the cracks in my pillow, hoping to find your scent
Im rummaging through boxes for that letter you sent
But the answer to “why” is what I lack
Its not that I want you back
Its just who you were, how we were
I miss our jokes, our laughter, our passion
I miss your smile, and your weird sense of fashion
But not once did I think that having you here would solve this feeling
Even if you were here, I would ask you to help me look for what I am searching
I miss the idea of you, more than you
Its might sound weird, but its true
At times I want to talk, hear your voice but that quickly fades away
Even if we were to talk, Im sure I wouldnt have any words to say
Ive never gotten over what you did, but I am over you
I can be honest, I can be real, Im glad we are through
But that doesnt dismiss the love I felt
That doesnt throw away the tears I never cried
That doesnt cushion the feelings of having died
Heartbreak in a sense, is the last human experience not tattered by society
If I tell you I feel empty, would you even try to comfort me
I dont care, those are empty questions asked to a shadow without a frame
I think I miss you, even though I have almost forgotten your name
The heart is a fickle thing
Simple memories can help it sing
Hear the years pass me by, as they drag your image with each step
Now only shattered flashes remain of the memory on how we met
But I think I miss what you stood for
Not you
NO
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Definitely not you
Vino
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This poem: I Think I miss you is a VinoVenitas.com exclusive, and it might appear in the third book of poetry, but for now it can only be found here, seeing as how I just typed it. Sometimes I dont know where these words come from, but my fingers at time just tell me they need to get something off their chest. And this is one of those pieces where my mind just went blank and wrote it. I can vaguely recall who this poem is directed at, and I am also pretty sure that more than a few people will be able relate to the poem: I Think I miss you.
Oh yeah before I forget, in case you liked this poem: I Think I miss you, I am more than sure that you will also like my poetry book.
