I have to say this (Dirty 30) This video will be the only video that will have 2 versions. This is the raw version which has just me. And there will be another version, which will have the person I wrote this for intertwined into the video. Yes, I wrote this video for a friend…
I had to kill him Picture me sitting in front of a judge and jury and telling them my side of the story. This is what my confession would sound like. This are the words that I would use to convince those who would judge me that I had no other choice. So that when…
More than Anything! Have you ever thought to yourself that you just wanted to be normal. Normal in a way that would allow you to trust someone with all your heart and not be scared out of your wits. Wanting to hold someone and not have that feeling of despair that they might want to…
You never loved me did you? Have you ever broke up with someone because of “stuff”. And the way they handled the break up made you doubt everything they did during the relationship. Or perhaps the reason why you broke up is reason enough for you to ask “You never loved me did you?” If…
If I ever fall in love Did you ever think about why your relationship failed? Did you ever blame yourself, or was it all the other persons fault? Do you take responsibility for not doing everything you could do, or was it just that the other party didnt do enough. But you have to agree…
Sex Games This one should speak for itself. I have written quite a few poems in my day, and Ive created more than a few stories in my life. But sex is one topic I dont tend to alot. This one came after a long time, so I feel like there is some rust on…
The house N and the field N For some reason I want to start this one with reminding you guys of that one line in Lion King. Remember that scene where Scar is singing and he says “My words are a matter of pride.” I don’t know why, but that right there resonated with me…
I have trouble giving up I have this thing, lets call it a disease. Its similar to a virus that courses through my veins eating up all the bad blood I have in there. The name of this so called disease is “Stubbornness”. And thanks to this so called stubbornness I tend to get into…
Is it really that unreasonable? Ok, I’ve reached an age where I have tried my hand at love and burned it quite a few times. This thus gives birth to the question: Is it really that unreasonable? Because I have heard that some people out there, just WANT someone to love. They just want someone…
The 9 stages of depression The 9 stages of depression is something I feel like I needed to make. Because if you read my stuff, if you listen to my stuff, if you hang out with me, you will soon realize that depression is something I’m familiar with. Now mind you, I don’t have all…